heya (:

After this i'm going to speed search and find a new blogskin. This one is irritating me :\

i'm in sad mode these days. tests ain't doing well, great motivation eh, when i just start to feel all remorseful and want to work hard. But anyhow i shall still jiayou and do well. damn emath ): omg that's my saddest. Missed A1 by half mark, freak and so there goes my CA2. right, i'm so motivated. And then these days its all about choices. band, where theres posts and all, and i even have to stress over holiday plans. between bali (fun!) and band camp (fun!) how in the world do i choose D: band is the love kay and then bali is definitely going to be taiti-crazy luh. freak. well, maybe though during band camp can chiong out somet time for taiti rounds :D haha anyway yeah omg i'm rise and shine IC! haha can you believe it? i can't, but i guess that means its time for my "persis overture" ringtone to come back on. haha but i'm going for the bali trip anyway, so then i'll only be staying in school for ONE night. haha oh well :D oh well. theres this scary show going now, and my parents are out to fetch this uncle of mine from the airport and then my sister went along. so i'm quite freaked out haha :D oh freak someone in the show just died. boo ):

i hate the world for its politics. its really scary how people get so sad and depressed over this sort of things, and so many relationships get strained because of this stupid thing and damn, i'm getting affected too. oh well. freak freak freak ): and people in my MEP class do so well except for me D: urgh die die la. i have to jiayou and buck up.

Note: this is posted when i'm actually in the wrong state of mind.