getting better

Can't believe my moods. its changing rapidly. Now i am less angry. Just in one day!! haha.. Even my words are more cheerful lor. Thanks to all my gd friends: Ze, Jo, Ling li, Michelle, Constance. Maybe my life isn't that bad after all :)

Oh, yesterday band wasn't that bad, in fact, it was quite farny lah. We had sectionals almost whole band prac.. At first we wanted to have band prac at our usual place, but in the end Sylvia (or is this how you spell her name?) ,our new recruit officer, told us to go another place to practice, such as near the track there the monkey bar lah. Then so Eunice ask us go there and prac. So we each sat on the "sit-up" or "push-up" (aiyah wadeva lah) station, wierd lah, but no choice, cannot sit on grass right? haha. then after awhile b4 we even started sectionals, Sylvia came over with her section (saxaphones), and went hysterical cause we "took her place". So she and Eunice was "negotiating" abt how to divide the four stations there were. Sylvia said 2:2 and say if we dun move will make us do extra pumps lor (typical of new recruit officers, ha), but Eunice keep sticking at 4:0. hha. I was like, "sheesh. why not we practice together?". then eunice was like "one brass one woodwind leh, how to practice together?". then i just kept my mouth shut lor. then i tink after 10 mins of just sitting around toking abt the same thing, Slyvia then gave up and went over to the smaller bench. ha. so yea. then after tht eunice was like saying we were not loud enough and so wanted us to play for her to hear from far and if she can hear then ok. i got thru, haha, quite expected lah. Sounded a little ego. haha. but i can't go soft lah. yikes!!! Eunice1 once asked me to go softer but i couldn't lah. so aniwae, after everyone was tested, we went back to where we were practicing, and then play again. then eunice was like if she thinks we ain't loud enough we would have to run round the track. so in the end we ran round the the track twice. ahhhh.. Sylvia was like laughing lor. hahahaha. FATTY.

then aniwae, after tht finally went back for band prac. then after like 2 songs, we finally got what we wanted; blue ridge saga :) but the recording was awful lah, can hear mr yap, and my trumpet was awfully loud you cannot hear the 1st trumpets.. ahh. help, how do i become softer? ahhhhh.. too bad lah, just have to work harder lor me.

Soft.Loud.Soft.Loud.Soft.Loud.Soft.