2 more nights...

Dang it's really soon.
And as it gets nearer, I'm getting more reluctant to leave.
Plus packing is such a pain. Why can't the student allowance be more!
It doesn't make sense for a student's allowance to be the same as that of a tourist's. >:(

There's been too many farewells/sendoffs and soon it's gonna be mine.
I hate crying, but I think I might, this Saturday.
Birmingham you better be worth it! :(
I'm pretty sure I will like Birmingham, but I know I'll still be homesick frequently.
Plus I'm such a glutton and the longing for home food can kill me.

And all my family and friends here!
I really worry for the health of my dad :(
Please be well :(
All my fans (or friends haha) you better not forget me okie.
I'll be staring at every single one of you up my bedroom wall.
So you better remember me. >:)

And I pray super hard that I can still watch Running Man there.
If I can't I think I might go nuts.

This might sound emo, but I'm not.
I'm just pretty sure that I lack talent in my passion.
I can't play the piano well, and my trumpet playing is just mediocre.
Compared to so many other people I know who love music AND can play well, I just feel that I'm lacking in something.
What exactly I'm not sure but I am affected by this. Dang.

Anyhow, I'll be posting next when I'm in Birmingham!