end of 2012...

and not the world! hurray!
and of course a little (?) review to end the year!
while listening to 林俊杰 songs... wa memories haha.
can't wait to go sing K and sing my lungs out heh.

this has been one of the best years of my life! so shiok.
i enjoyed my JC years too but they were coupled with so much pain,
but 2012 was really... wa 대박~
learnt so many things. and once again changed a lot as a person.
though, as cherry says, I'm a stubborn person, so some old habits die hard haha.

working at Yamaha was fun :)
served many kinds of customers, worked with many kinds of colleagues, and memorised book prices and SKU codes unintentionally (i know, my brain really loves to waste space and i can't control it).
ate so much pepperlunch (probably a huge percentage of my additional 2kg sian) and burger king too!
it felt good earning money (hmm) and for a start stop taking allowance from my parents.
a great experience, definitely.
teaching music and piano to kids was another challenging but fun experience!
made me realise (though i don't know fortunately or not) that i should never force my kid to learn piano. not at too young an age at least. of course my kid must learn music la. but not too early because it is so confusing and it could (highly) possibly turn interest into hate. was that case for me. luckily my mum forced me to continue and when i reached secondary school it became my loveeeeee :)
okay that was very luosuo.
but yes might sound stupid but its really something i learnt.

then i started watching Running Man! really jjang :)
but shall not go too much into it :)

passed my ATCL, got my own trumpet, and studying music in the UK.
I'm so so so thankful for this chance :D
although i might lack talent, I AM AWFULLY GOOD AT SELFTALK SOMETIMES so eugenie can definitely pull through this and possibly do a good job out of it ;)
and living without my parents, I think I probably have learnt a lot too.
like how if you don't wash your toilet.... yeah nasty things happen.
but i still don't, so... :)
cooking! though i still suck at it, but i have at least improved okay.
i'm still alive here!
hmm, i still have a lot to work on regarding time management! but that will be in my 2013 resolutions! ^^
(time management has been in my new year resolutions since at least 2009 i believe)

i still don't understand myself though.
as in i know what i like and what i don't, but i have no idea why.
i can be such a confusing person. and in addition, i'm stubborn.
even in this new environment i keep to things and don't change.
for example how i speak. (cherry keeps telling me this kinda stuff and then i realise)
what i eat.
but i'm not trying to be that way.. i just wanna do what i like.
and i'm a coward in trying new stuff. like bubble tea flavours - not because i don't want to try new flavours but because i worry that i don't like it and i waste the money. cowardly. but hey it's money and its 3pounds okay! SGD6!
that i've known all along though. ever since secondary school times. how I stick to old things.
thats why people say i'm predictable. yeah, so i am. okay this post is getting abit...
but yeah anyway that's me. i'm not hateful that way (i hope?) so i shall not change that.

as for my 2013 resolutions... i'll get to it once i get my 2013 diary! :)