yozzz.

its how many days to syf? :\ i wonder.

well, band started off okayly yesterday, though i kinda sucked during warmups with mr lun. could only slur up to C?! and it doesn't even sound nice! its so like, haha eugenie you suck, straight in my face, said by dear 599212. damn, i lost it. must go and play like mad soon again. damn thursdays when i can't make it. and its difficult for me to bring my trumpet home too, cause it weighs on me after exhuasting music lessons. rawr! but heck, i shall persevere and keep playing! blah i'm crapping crap now. okay i SHALL borrow 599212 home tomorrow! to practice overture. die fledermaus a little too, i guess. rawr i'm still crapping. fine. mr lun is such a nice guyyyy! haha i'm super thankful for a nice tutor like that whoo! :D :D i'll be sad if ed tan takes over. edtan is nice la, but mr lun is nicER! (: so i mustn't disappoint mr lun and i shall practice my slurring when i come home tomorrow! well. after band we got scolding though :\ maybe we really aren't working hard enough, but i really dunno how to push the juniors more ): how to motivate them how to communicate with them :\ oh mans. i hope me myself don't screw up my final SYF in scband ): if not i will retain for 2 years to get that gold.

but that aside. there's amath test tomorrow and i just remembered today. -.- trigo & binomials, my two suckiest topics. damn damn damn i need to do well for amath for my VJC goal! and there's lots of homework too :\ esp chem cause my rates of reactions sucks and mole concept is super tedious and DAMN IT ALL i have chinese tution tonight! O' unhappy people! ): and i got music composition to do, and music stuff to print. i have to do music alr if not i'll be kicked out of class tomorrow -.- oh no die die die. sec4 feels like a million years in a day, but that doesn't mean teachers can give us a million homework in a day! plus. even if they do not give us homework due the next day, they seem to LOVE setting deadlines on the SAME day as other piling homework, so it doesn't help does it. i need time to stop for awhile so i can sort out what the hell i'm doing now. which is blogging, and it doesn't exactly humour me when i say that cause it actually means i could be using this time to study or do some damned homework!

okay damn i crapped this whole post. well, on a happier note, i know i passed physics test so i'm not down for physics remedial, once again. but on the other hand, DAMN IT I'M NOT ALLOWED TO GO FOR PHYSICS REMEDIAL, AGAIN! rawr.

crappy.

i really want to go VJC.