emo.

okay i'm quite tired and emo now.

reason being i got up super early today and kinda left my emotions at home so when i sent lisa off couldn't feel anything. now the impact is hitting me alr. and plus, something inside my mouth hurts and my mum doesn't believe me and thinks that i refuse to talk to her. great.

i'm tired, too. emotionally and physically. so many things to settle and really its my fault so there's no one i can actually blame. everything's so hectic and now its supposed to be the holidays. why is it even more taxing than normal school days? band camp is coming and it frigging doesn't help that xinmin's band camp is this thursday and that i'll be in deep shit if i don't settle all these soon. plus. things just get more screwed and screwed. i feel like a slave :\

argh, even watching dramas are boring me. my life is getting boring and overloaded with homework already. i wonder how i'll pull through next year? hopefully tomorrow we can do something fun ):

oh lisa's pictures on FB, can't be bothered to upload them here. maybe another day.