update

okay i deleted my previous post cause there were too many Fs around :D

haha today was a much happier day. for a start, we played full class captain's ball :D fun la, haha was acting stupid with kartika -.- yeah then after that chem wasn't too bad too, though that EOY paper we did was quite uh... badly done. yeah then moved on english was slack, emath was okay (but now i'm stuck -.-) and recess! haha omg i waste so much money these days ): stupid sandwich machine. one sandwich's like, 2 dollars +++ you know! oh yeah and i didn't say that we switched places in class alr. i'm now sitting with ... *drumroll* ALYSSA POH! haha fellow bandmate for 3 years and fellow classmate for 2 years ((((: haha some lessons we slack and chat through, but others we discuss INTELLIGENT stuff haha yaye! haha yeah and so uh quite okay la, though i don't really like sitting next to the balcony (i hate the sunlight shining in on me when i do work) though theres really LOTS of space for all my files haha :D

my trumpet-playing is going to get rusty D: one month eh. if i want to do performance major next year i should try playing a trumpet piece :\ but i scared i can't produce good sounds eh, by next year. like ... solo trumpet would be very exposed la, i probably won't manage. and ensemble piece with which instruments leh? brass? just brass? will be nice meh? dunno ar D: don't even know if should do performance major or minor. ah freak, i gotta start practicing by start of next year alr, if i don't get this sorted soon i sure die one. and i'm still very sure i don't like golden jubilee. may sound nice, but i'm certain we won't make it to the standard we need for syf next year. but heck, i don't freaking care anymore, play whatever song, as if i have a choice. besides, my opinions doesn't matter does it -.-

oh well i shall go study SS till about 7 plus then watch bleach, and maybe digimon (: and of course la corda with my hihara kazuki :D :D :D!