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erm. ok look here, abt the weiting thing. it was not meant to be insulting. hm, i dunno how to tell you, but the whole thing is not supposed to be insulting at all ok. Its not like i am calling her stupid or anything as bad as that, i was just merely joking ok, because it was funny. ok, i dunno lah. if even that trivial matter is seen to be insulting, then i think its really hard for me to explain any further. its not supposed to be insulting and i can't say anymore about it.

about sectionals and the recruits lunch. i am sure you would feel upset, even if its only a little bit, right? how can you feel happy that you are actually missing sth you organised? i know sectionals is more important, but it is so impromptu ok. sectionals is important for syf, yes i know. and i definitely know that the band isn't doing very well. everybody needs practice, but i am sure i can surely complain just a little? well it ended up we didn't have any sectionals because the door would not be open that early. but argh, i dunno how to explain, but i dun mean anything bad AT ALL, just understand, ok?

one more thing to add. about the seniors and juniors thing. i know i must respect seniors and all, but over-respecting can lead to awkwardness within sections, and because of that "respect senior" factor there, juniors find it difficult to communicate with their seniors. lack of communication leads to yet another problem, not enough bonding. so about weiting, i respect her, but i wanna feel comfortable with her around too, so i treat her like a normal friend, but at the same time i won't scold her or anything. i have a reason for doing everything, so this post is not meant to be rude to any of you(i know you guys are my seniors). i just wanna explain. and i know that theres a reason for you people to scold me, so i am not like, going against you or anything ok?