misunderstood

I DO NOT HATE MY SENIORS, get it? I DO NOT. Its a communication problem. Not only my fault. really. you can't blame me for all these right? what about the others? Michelle? Ling li? Its not just me. Age difference is really quite an obstacle, though the difference may be only like 1 to 2 yrs. I dun want to make more life difficult for myself, so i am avoiding them as much as possible. My life is already at its worse, though being a trumpeter makes me feel as if i am the luckiest girl on earth. If i did say anything bad about my seniors in the past, it was just me in the past, i am definitely different now. DEFINITELY. And i can't really help it if they think i hate them or adore them or anything, because i are fine with them. If they are unhappy, its got nothing to do with me.

its.not.only.my.fault.

Ok, to 1234: you should be in band right? Well i don't know but i think my seniors are indeed unhappy with my disobedience. But i dun see why they should be aniwae, i haven't offended them for the past few days, neither have i complained abt them too. Do tell me if you are from band, k? thank you.

Now, to 1985: are you from 1CO? fatty. hees. I know you are not mean, so you shud be a friend of mine, as in classmate or in sec 1, though i am not really sure abt 1234. yea. so erm, do tell me k?