me? unenthu?

Jo just said that i was not really nice to tok to recently. yea. the conversation went like that:
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joanne; city of angels<3 says:
u know what?

joanne; city of angels<3 says:
u're not nice to talk to nowadays

sc band; proud trumpeter says:
me?

sc band; proud trumpeter says:
why?

joanne; city of angels<3 says:
cos u 're like so UNenthu

sc band; proud trumpeter says:
seriously

sc band; proud trumpeter says:
these days i am so

joanne; city of angels<3 says:
while im like high now

sc band; proud trumpeter says:
depressed too

sc band; proud trumpeter says:
yarh lor

sc band; proud trumpeter says:
only u
joanne; city of angels<3 says:
:(

sc band; proud trumpeter says:
last time you also very boring'

joanne; city of angels<3 says:
CHEER UP

joanne; city of angels<3 says:
HAAHH

joanne; city of angels<3 says:
U STILL HAVE UR crazy friends like ME

sc band; proud trumpeter says:
haha
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yea, then i told her the reason why. yea. haha. but actually i feel so happy already, with so many good friends around me that care lah. haha. Let me list them. er. Jo, Ze, Cons, Ling ling, Michelle, Zealyn, Tansy, Jessica, Pan-e and nicole lee AND belle, haha plus all the other sec 1 recruits. LIFE IS GREAT WITH THEM. yea. Lurve ya, guys.

Another thing to be depressed abt, I MAY NOT GET INTO THE SYF THINGY LARH. eeyer. i am so damn sad bout it larh. My mum said we may be going to malaysia at the end of year b4 school holidays. And if we are going on friday, then i dun go to school, which means i will miss band. Not only that, i will miss monday band cuz i will only be back on monday itself!! then mr yap may not let me thru. my gosh, so i was like discussing with ze ways to kill myself. If i dun get into SYF, i guess i might just as well die larh. Like i said, BAND IS MY LIFE. I'd rather stay in singapore for band then go malaysia, or even england. not interested in all that anymore. Again, BAND IS MY LIFE. depressed. so depressed. very depressed. super depressed. depressed to the extreme. ah, just get it, i am DEPRESSED.