depressed...

ahhh.. i am so depressed. just ended my 1hr 7mins call with ze 15 mins ago.. ahh... so depressed.. derpessed, with a pinch of "enviness"... Why are their seniors all so nice? Like Tansy and Jia Hui, they are like sisters! well, all i wanna say is that we DID put effort into choosing the presents, and we REALLY HOPED that they would like it. but it seems they are not even interested in the card. haha. but aniwae, its not as if they would be with us next yr, so its ok. ... ... ... ... ... ...

thanks ling li, for teaching me how to create html codes! you are great in everything aren't you??? trumpet, computer, chinese and alot others! Our future SL lor u, defintely go for SYF one u.. aha! all the best!

thanks corny, for making my life more colourful, and being my aspiration to doing better in my studies, though the aspiration is not great enough or me to excel. haha..

thanks michelle, for LAUGHING SO MUCH during blue ridge saga practices. though u make me boil, and make me feel like cutting off part of u so that you can stop laughing, but i think you are really nice, and we have been partners since p1 haven't we? i still remember you had short hair, so farny looking and nerdy you were lah!

thanks jess2, for making my life more interesting cuz you are so quiet i have to think of ways of how to approach you, like peiwen from the clarinets. TALK MORE, ok?

thank you all the recruits, u dun noe how much hapiness you have brought to me, making me "conduct" mini gatherings, haha, we always played the same songs, "old macdonald had a farm" and "oh when the saints" right? haha. you all made me feel special, and you all are special to me, learning and striving hard together. i will never forget you all.