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i think i am really deproving alot lah. i keep flunking tests nowadays. Now it adds up to 3, maybe by the end of next week, 4. yea. gotta buck up man, really. But just seem to be unable to focus on geography, history, and higher chinese animore. English is getting a tiny tiny little bit better, but the others seem quite ok so far, though my lit is only at the borderline. if this goes on, then the crap this morning said by mr teo may just come true, about being retained and going to the worst class and all. Sheesh, this is really getting on my nerves. i really just wanna go to a music school. REALLY. then i would be MUCH happier. Not so depressed right now that i keep messing up during band, this really sucks.

Band was quite tiring todae, yea. Cuz after the worse-ever drills, the tired us still had to go for sectionals cuz mr yap wasn't here yet. yea, then suddenly kelly wanted us to go run round the track. yes, the track. man, really, didn't we just end drills? ah, but then we still did it lah. man i was like "cannot stop! cannot stop!" but in the end still stopped for a tiny little while lah. man if this goes on, i shall have to fail my 2.4 3 times again next yr. no way. ah. wish i had more stamina like others. and guess what? mr yap bought us MANY new songs. Its like damn difficult to play lah. all of us, as in the four of us, still prefer blue ridge. and then there was this song with the number 13 in it, yea something like dat, and i was actually supposed to play 2nd, but luckily there was this high A flat in the first part, so eunice asked me to exchange with zhao xian, who was playing the fourth lah (haha, never knew there was a fourth tpet). i was like so damn happy lah, but then eunice was like " MUST COUNT AH!", yea and so i did lor. really funny lah cuz like while me and conny was like counting, we seemed to be moving to a beat as well, abit like dancing. haha. then there was another song that me and ling li was playing 2nd, and got one person play solo, then ling li keep saying i play while i keep insisting that she play. then in the end, eunice, the justice, send me down to 3rd tpet, while zhao xian went to play the solo. yayy :) aniwae, my phone really sucks, as in the recording part. will bet ling li's iriver is better. but our shackleford banks was like, really good todae lah. oh and todae, we just realised that they switched conny and michelle's tpet, which means now conny has the silver one, while michelle has jess's. mine is the only one unchanged, and i am super proud abt it. hee, knew my tpet was like gd quality larh, though its old. i sound ego leh, not lah, just happy.

SYF. wonder when they will start choosing? eeyer. not mentally prepared for failure to get in. but if they have a nice song, maybe i will try really hard to get in (not meaning that if the song is horrible i wun bother to get in, SYF is important, any song will do XD). my hands are really tired from all these typing lah. ouch ouch. haha. then i guess i shall go. bye!