bored

boredom is the worst thing ever.. i mean it makes you feel sick.. and tired all over, u juz wanna fade away and juz... disappear... thats wat i am ALMOST feeling, only that i m chatting with my cousin. heh. yahoo!! cant wait till monday when i am finally gonna meet siyuan again. but si yuan ah seems to have gone.... far far away, cuz lyk for a long time i haven't talken to her. shes always not at home, and her phone is not on, and shes always tired when i try to talk to her. but thats wat it should be lah if she goes rto such a high standard school, ai yarh.. tell her liao, should have staed in our school. silly gurl!!!